disheartenings | kinklist

FAVORITES

♥inexperience
♥first times
♥exploration
♥fail sex
♥fingers-in-mouth
♥biting
♥blood-drinking
♥frottage
♥handjobs
♥blowjobs (receiving)
♥non-penetrative
♥risk of discovery

I GUESS?

✓anal
✓vaginal
✓blowjobs (giving)
✓cunnilingus
✓fingering
✓light/trust bondage (receiving)
✓light pain
✓idk ease him into it or he'll die
✓more flexible with this column if we're playing from an AU

NOT SURE

-most kinks tbh
-if the cr organically moves in that direction, i'll consider it?

NO THANKS

✗feminization/femboy/genderplay stuff harder than crossdressing
✗noncon
✗bestiality
✗ages <13 or >17*
*flexible if aged up in an AU

NOTES & OTHER INFO

idk, like. he's a middle schooler. he might bluster a lot about nsfw topics but he's never been in a relationship or seriously crushed on someone. i mainly see this going in two ways: either his partner holds out so long he starts getting frustrated, or he falls apart about it the moment his partner gets more assertive than him. he's a delicate flower that needs an adjustment period.

ok now on with the freak shit (spoilers, cannibalism, body horror)

mitsuba's spirit body was created by mashing together low-level spirits like play-doh. after certain canon events, he has trouble holding this body together, and when his energy is exhausted, he starts falling apart into clumps of spirit goop. when in this state, he suffers near-uncontrollable hunger, which is only sated by eating the hearts of other supernaturals, but he seems to harbor a hunger for humans as well. feel free to reference these pages.

what i'm interested in is a couple of things. one is having his partner reach and touch inside him in his fallen-apart state. seen that scene in the summer hikaru died? yeah, that, kinda. this can be when he's actually weakened or possibly willing his body into that state. i'm open to playing his insides as gnarly or as tame as you'd prefer—actual replica of human organs to just kind of a mass, like a clay sculpt. i think he could recover from that sort of thing without much issue. mostly, i'd like to explore the sense of intimacy that is allowing someone to stick their hand into his body.

the other thing is the vore (closes eyes)... i can swing a variety of scenarios for this one:

the other character is an accomplice, using others (npcs) to feed his cravings. they could very much be the one keeping him around, as he would presumably otherwise vanish.
he loses control around someone he actually cares for and harms or kills them.
for some reason (the other character is already dying? idk), they mutually agree to let him eat them. it wouldn't be the first time in hanako-kun that someone consensually ate their beloved, so.

depending on the set-up, there's likely to be unwillingness or reluctance and guilt of varying degrees on his end, but that's the kind of mixed and conflictual emotions i love to play with.

for both of these scenarios, i'm mostly interested in intimacy in various forms and degrees. while i'm not opposed to incorporating elements of arousal, eroticism, or even straight up sex, it's not a focus for me to have anyone get their dick out and reach orgasm. if it does get overtly sexual, it's likely to be at the other character's pace than mitsuba's anyhow. i'm just putting this here because it seems too freak to put in a basic wishlist lmao.

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